Saturday, January 26, 2008
-chinese new year. resolutions.-
seems as if i've missed the opportunity to right the wrongs of 07. so i'm taking chinese new year (c'mon we're chinese aren't we) as an opportunity the set things right.
what bugs me and haunts me in my sleep is mediocrity. being mediocre. an average joe. a layman. something which i am slowly being reduced to. i'm supposed to be stepping up, finding another gear to grind out a victory over the opposition. but all i'm doing at the moment is playing their game. why can't i play mine.
UNDERACHIEVEMENCE (lol). is. horrible.
| patty fought for sanity @ 3:18 PM|
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
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100 wordsTouch Typing online
| patty fought for sanity @ 6:04 PM|
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
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pools of sorrow, waves of joy
| patty fought for sanity @ 12:28 PM|
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Friday, January 11, 2008
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what's the complication, it's only conversation
| patty fought for sanity @ 11:21 PM|
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
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today was such a waste of time. totally unproductive.
can't afford to have too many of these days :/
and i didn't even get to play tennis with the horrid weather and what not.
everything seems to be stopping me from playing tennis, holding me back. i should really get going again, start hitting some (tennis) balls. i'm not too sure how my court coverage is at the moment either. oh no oh no oh no.
school seems like a foreign place now. without the nice bridge. without last year's year6s. with this year's year5s. i never understood the senior-junior thing. and i suppose i never will.
oh well off to bed now. ttfn!
| patty fought for sanity @ 12:44 AM|
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
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hello world!
good morning!
this will probably be the first and last time that i post an entry for the year, for the simple fact that this year's supposed to be really really important, and not to mention 'packed'.
anyhow, i thought i'd make it a point to post because... well honestly, i have nothing better to do at this unearthly hour other than to wiki random stuff (yeah that's how bored i am).
this might be the year federer wins a grand slam (i.e. all the 4 grand slams), with nadal's injury problems seeming to be getting the better of him (his knees i think?). so i suppose tennis-wise, it should be pretty exciting. on the other hand, the emergence of new players such as djokovic last year and injected a new sense of belief that the competitiveness of men's tennis will be further increased by the emergence of 'new talent' every year.
the beijing olympics on the 8.8.08 too.
i'm a people person. and i'm sad. nothing seems to be helping. oh well.
the ib (chinese) results are out on monday, i'm kind of looking forward to it, since it means free SL3 periods (grr at math). but i suppose i'd have to think it over if i got a 6 for chinese. i really do hope i get a 7. or risk being mocked at constantly, i'm already having it bad nuff, chinese-wise at least. haha.
feeling invisible isn't really cool. unless you're like a ninja or something. in that case being/feeling invisble would be of your own making. through the use of like black leotards, ninja (stealth) dust, and such. but this isn't of my own making, not consciously at least. boohoohoo. ninjas are silent but deadly. just like fart. HAHAHA.
ramblerambleramble. i kind of knew school would start off on such a note, but i supposed i just willed it away. getting hopes/expectations up (for whatever the cause) isn't such a good thing when you're bound to get disappointed.
that's it, i'm disappointed. and sad. depression is another matter. i'm not depressed. what i'm experiencing is momentary, temporary, and will probably (and hopefully) not happen again in like an uber long time man. THAT is what i'm looking forward to.
| patty fought for sanity @ 1:43 AM|
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